The many things I wanted to say:

Love never fails.

Love never fails. At the end of the day, even if sometimes, I'm looking to slip into someone's arms and fall over that one dear hand who can physically assuage my broken soul, an invisible, constant love is enough. Human hands aren't always there. And sometimes, human hands can be careless. Human hands can hurt too.

Although still, Lord, You know I want a human hand. And because at the back of my mind, I want to be a hand to that human too.

Love never fails.

Maybe for someone, my hand would physically assuage his broken soul!

My Holy Week revelations took a long time coming, but at least it came, and that's all that's important.

Distrust begets distrust. That's what happened to me, ten years ago. I was a misanthrope. I am a misanthrope. A friend pointed out how ironic I am; I love people, but I don't want to be with them. Simply because at some point, people will hurt you. And you love them with so much of your heart that even one little prick feels like a stab of a dagger. But despite that, I still believe in one thing: Love never fails, and I will always choose love.

I am going through a very unnecessary personal struggle which had to come up as a surprise. I hate inner struggles. I hate my desire to always iron out things to make it right again. I tend to forget to go with God's flow, to feel a mix of confusion and walking into the unknown, and to believe in my heart that love never fails.

Love never fails. At the end, whatever it is, there it will be: love.

To my Greatest Friend whose love never failed, thank You for making me realize:

I do not have to try hard. I am ALWAYS trying hard at everything. I am an anxious little Martha, eager to put a smile on Your face, but You remind me it's not about me, it's about You.

You want me just as I am. All the things I am and all the things I'm not, all the things I have and all the things I don't. Thank you for wanting me for just me. That's the most amazing kind of appreciation I'll ever have even in a dozen of lifetimes.

Love never fails. God never fails.