All the feels: It's not that I'm lazy. I'm blaming the cloudy afternoon

I feel much, much comfortable after changing my curtains. My room feels roomier and the colors are just speaking of "Spring!" although we don't have Spring, or Winter, or Autumn here. We're all summer and rain, which is why I am in a place where there's eternal sunshine.

Unfortunately, the sun chose to hid himself today and I'm feeling a LOT sleepy.

I feel a bit stricken after ranting yesterday that I "don't want to be in a corner", which unfortunately, is where I still am. But speaking in a Christian view, I get to understand that this is where I'm supposed to be now, presently. And that's all I've got. Now. It's funny how I am being taught to quit (day)dreaming and live in the present, just as when Takuto wrote a message to his future self and hid it in a bottle. I wouldn't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but I gotta go with today's feels, however random it is. So there.

I feel very sad that I don't have a Wednesday-Thursday drama to follow. It's so sad to have nothing to look forward to when you finally found time to rest. Bring Do Min Joon back! Or create something new and good. Winter dramas are really nice, but I do wish that the Spring ones get their game on.

Looking at my main site makes me feel I am such a lazy person. I should be filling it with a lot of photos (which I used to have until I decided to delete all of them because they're taking so much space, digitally and emotionally). I should make new photos. Write new stuffs. Why aren't my poetry there? I am now having an argument with myself and hopefully I get a good rationale after it. All the feels.

I want some strawberries. And dark chocolates.

I want to be healthy.