One bad thing after another

It's really quite upsetting to have one bad thing after another occur just days before the year ends. Most often, everything is amazingly perfect after Christmas, because we've got lots of things to celebrate. My parents' anniversary is on the 30th, and my birthday is on the 31st. I'm turning 28 by the way.

Oh, but let me tell you about our unwanted new happenings. First, one of the agencies I work decided to let go of me. I had fun being with them, and I felt that I was only to enjoy their company for a season. And it was one of the best working seasons I had! Earlier I had two clients who did not renew my contract. I understand that that's how freelancing life goes, and I had more than enough for this year. Probably, it's because of the so-many unwanted situation happening around me that distracts me entirely from being my best.

I said goodbye to our project coordinator this week on a very grateful note. But just today, another set of unfortunate circumstances happened. Our water tank leaked, which is a bad timing, because water is a necessity everywhere especially at this point.

Then my dad's employee did not come to work when he's expected to.

I can't imagine my family's troubles with these bad things happening all at once.

Last night, Miko texted me about going to Aldersgate. I felt that it's something I needed, because it's been a long time since I was spiritually recharged and I needed to find an inspiration. This new year is opening new doors for us, I know, and I have to be strong to face whatever arrives. But I've been thinking twice, because I don't want this to be something like an excursion. I want an intimate fellowship with the Lord, because I need Him badly. Right now, I've been harboring a great dislike for so many things especially in our church. I think I need a new mindset.

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